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Monday, 24 September 2007

  • A Year That changed Us All

         As some of you get to know me, you will find out that I am a bit odd. lol!!! Maybe not odd but different. This morning I woke up and I laid in bed a few minutes and watched a little bit of news. Somewhat laughed at the reporter that messed up a whole sentence and how she tried to fix her mistake. Kinda was funny!!! I got up, took my shower and dressed. Put some clothes in the washer and here I sit. Yet, in an hour, I will taking my 10 year old son to school and leaving him there this time. For the past 2 years, I have homeschooled him and its been a challenge. But In my heart, I feel like that season in both our lives is now over with. Its time for Chris to stand on his own a little. So, I hope it can all work out and I am letting go and I can let go. Chris is so special, no one can understand what is wrong with Chris. Doctors say he is not mentally retarded nor does he have any delays that doctors can diagnose but we all know Chris is different. A lot dont understand him but thats ok. A lot of people dont understand me either. So, I tell Chris all the time, its ok if they dont understand. Thats the beauty of your heart and mind is that no one can figure it out but only one person and thats God. He knows your heart and thats all that matters.

         2 months ago, I underwent open RXY gastric bypass and in 2 months, I have lost 58pds. I feel better and I feel good. I cant wait for more of the weight to come off because I want and need the energy that I know I will get. Being the mother of 3 boys, you must have energy. My oldest will be a teenager in another 2 months, so the energy is not just a need its a HAVE TO!! lol!!! My youngest just turned 5 and Chris is 10. So, they are all in random ages where mom needs to have her strength. Would I do the surgery over again? Yes!! It was the best thing i could have done for myself and my family. I went in at 310 pds and I am now at 252. God is good! Yet, I have some inner strength that only comes from God. Strength that God has built for me from my past. Abandoned at 10, drugs and eating disorder by 16, mother at 18 and 20, and now wife of a wonderful Christian American soldier. Would could be better than that? God knows my heart and he does not look at my outward appearance. For its my heart is remains steadfast on. My strength, my love, and my life is all in God's hands. I may have a past but I know I have a future. Thats what I keep reminding the devil when he brings those horrible thoughts in my mind about how ugly I am or maybe I am not good enough. I just keep reminding him that when you make me think of yesterday, i will let you know your future. Thats a good way to rid of pesky devil.

        So, I have a challege for those that read my BLOG. Get a post it and write this verse down:

     7 But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

    Remind yourself that you are beautiful and gracious is his sight. The world may think different but what God thinks is more important.

     

    Have a blessed day!!!

Saturday, 22 September 2007

  • Do you know Christ Personally???

    Salvation Through Christ: A Matter of FAITH

     

    What do you think it takes for someone to get to heaven? Is it luck? Good deeds? Nothing at all? Or is there something more? The Bible has the real answer to this question. It's a matter of FAITH.

    F stands for FORGIVENESS. We cannot have eternal life without God's forgiveness. Ephesians 1:7a says, "In Him (Jesus Christ) we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins."

    A is for AVAILABLE. Forgiveness is available for all. John 3:16 says, "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." But forgiveness is not automatic. "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven," says Matthew 7:21a.

    I is for IMPOSSIBLE. It is impossible for God to allow sin into heaven because of who He is and because of who we are. God is loving and just, but His judgment is against sin. James 2:13a says, "Because judgment without mercy will be shown to anyone who has not been merciful." We are sinful people. Romans 3:23 tells us, "For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God."

    T is for TURN. To turn means to repent. We can repent - or turn - from our sin and from ourselves. "But unless you repent, you too will all perish," Luke 13:3b says. We can also turn to Someone. Trust Christ alone. Romans 10:9 tells us how: "That if you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved."

    H is for HEAVEN. Heaven is eternal life. Here, that means life "to the full:" "I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full (John 10:10b)." In the hereafter, it means the promise of heaven: "And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am (John 14:3)."

    So how can a person have God's forgiveness, heaven and eternal life, and Jesus as personal Savior and Lord? By trusting in Christ and asking Him for forgiveness. Take the step of faith described by another meaning of FAITH: Forsaking All I Trust Him.

    You do this through a simple prayer reflecting your desire for Christ to change your life. You don't need fancy words - only an honest heart. You can pray something like this:

    Lord Jesus, I know I am a sinner and have displeased You in many ways. I believe You died for my sin, and only through faith in Your death and resurrection can I be forgiven. I want to turn from my sin and ask You to come into my life as my Savior and Lord. From this day on, I will follow You by living a life that pleases You. Thank you, Lord Jesus, for saving me. Amen.

    Accepting Christ is just the beginning of a wonderful adventure with God! Get to know Him better in a number of ways:

    • Follow Christ's example in baptism.
    • Join a church where you can worship God and grow in your faith.
    • In your church, get involved in Sunday School and Bible study.
    • Begin a daily personal worship experience with God where you study the Bible and pray.

    Taken from Lifeway Christian Website!!

     

  • Amazing He Is

    Amazing He Is!

         I have learned so much from God this week that sometimes you have to take it in and breath it in. Isnt God good? If I could type out everything that God has pointed out to me this week, I might as well just write a book. Yet, there are some things that God has brought into my life and its time to share.

       For such a long time as some of you know. I have had a lot of bitterness and anger. One being where we are stationed. I still have hard feelings toward this place and I still want to get out of there but its time that I move on and just keep asking God to send us out of here. Two, I have been mad at how the military runs things. Come to find out its not the military or the govt. I should be mad at, its the officer wives that run it and they are by no means getting a paycheck from the govt. so, I have to take them like a grain of salt and kill them with kindness as they do. God says to love all not just a certain group or certain race or whatever, I am to love everyone. He loves everyone! Its hard to do that and I dont see how God can do it but thats shows how greater God is. I also have learned that I have a responsiblity here in my home. Its not the cleaning, the everyday cooking of dinner or ETC...but its to love my children. No matter the outburst and fusses that may go, I must still love them!

     2 Kings Chapter 22 starts out by telling us about a little boy named Josiah. He became king at 8 years old. If you cont to read on, Josiah was not only a king but he was an obediant servant To God. Verse 2 says that he did what was pleasing in the Lord's sight and followed the example of his ancestor David. and in this childs life, when he became 18, he started doing great things. He started to redo the temple of the Lord. If you get to this chapter its amazing how this young boy starts paying people to do certain things in the temple. Then later in 2 Kings chapter 23 you find that when he was done, he summons leaders, priest, and prophets to the temple and all people from least to greatest. They all come in and you will see in verse 2 that he than read the book of the covenant to the people and then he, Josiah gave himself to God and then all the people did as well.

      Do you know that our children even though they may be 2, 4 8, or 16. God may have appointed them to do something so great later in life and sometimes us as parents can come in the way and I may very well be guilty of that. So, it is our job as parents to mold and shape them so when that purpose comes, that they are ready to do God's will. But you know what....even God apoints us even earlier in life as well.

    1 By the word of the LORD a man of God came from Judah to Bethel, as Jeroboam was standing by the altar to make an offering. 2 He cried out against the altar by the word of the LORD : "O altar, altar! This is what the LORD says: 'A son named Josiah will be born to the house of David. On you he will sacrifice the priests of the high places who now make offerings here, and human bones will be burned on you.'

      AS soon you see Josiah was appointed 100 years even before he was born. Not only are our children appointed but we are appointed with a purpose as well. This week, I have seen that my purpose for now is my children. They need my love and my extra encouragement. Sometimes I dont want to. Sometimes, i wonder why God even allowed me to have children but I am blessed. I may not be someone famous or some great singer but in 10 years, I would rather be great in the eyes of my children then anyone else and right now that is my only focus and has to be my only focus until. Yes, there are some days I may have to come on here and vent and explode but thats ok. That is just us as humans!!

          This morning, my family and I walked down our church isle and re joined FBC Oak Grove and by joining we have made a commitment to not only our church but to God. And so, my myspace friends you are seeing a new family being transformed and made anew. Without church, we were a mess and now some peace is here and hopefully we can get back on the road to molding our children because you never know what God has in store for them!!

  • When Bad Things Happen To Good People

    When Bad Things Happen To Good People!!!!!

       I have a couple of thoughts that are on my mind and I wanted to share! Thoughts about people that I will forever call my friend. Not to long ago, I can remember crying away and feeling like I was about to drown in my own tears. Yet, I had 2 friends that never would let that happen. 2 friends that I can honestly say we have fought together, disagreed, laughed together, shopped together, and even gone through deployments together and I hope they dont mind me mentioning them here. I will not tell you who they are but they know who they are. One, I have known for a good 3 years. We scrapbooked together, we have went to concerts, and you name it we have done it. Yet one night, we are scrapbooking and she shows me a huge lump that I didnt even have to touch. I just saw it and said GO and get that checked out. I knew but prayed that it wasnt what I was thinking and sadly a month later, it was cancer. My other friend, she is a wonderful mother, a good person as well and has a heart of Gold for others. She would do anything to help anyone. But this past month, she went to bed feeling her unborn daughter wiggle and stretch. and go to bed thinking...will this be the night she comes and i finally get to hold her. Instead, she wakes up and finding that she and the baby are in trouble and is rushed to the hospital where soon she wakes up after a c section and finds that her daughter has died. How unfair is that!!! Why do bad things happen to good people? I have been asking God this here lately. Why God? Why do we have to suffer, what are we gaining from loss or just being sick? Then he takes me to think about Job!

         Job in the bible was a very rich man. He had so many farm animals, lands, servants, and a lot of kids. He was healthy and most of all. HE LOVED GOD and never seeked evil. Yet, one day God allows the devil to test just how devoted Job was to God. As I think about it, i think how excited the devil must have been and God gave him permission. That smirk he probably gave and the ugly plans that were about to unfold. Yet, God said, you may test Job BUT: yes the Lord added a but in there and says BUT do not harm him physically. Then all in one night, the devil killed all of Jobs Animals and farm hands, his servants and sadly all his children. Only 1 person out of each group lived to tell Job about it. Yet, when Job heard the news he tore his robe off, shaved his hair and still praised God. He never asked Why!!!!

         Later on in Job chapter 2, you will read that the devil was a little upset that Job didnt curse God. So, the devil comes back to God. Says let me do it again. Let me take his health and then I can tell you then, he will curse you and God again puts a but and says ok, test Job again BUT: do not take his life!!! Then we find that the devil strikes Job with horrible boils on his skin. I imagine that Job was in a lot of pain with those. A lot of itching and scratching. A lot of sores! And even Job's wife was a little upset at God because she even says to Job curse God and just go ahead and die. Its not worth all this!!! yet still Job never said anything bad about God. But a few days later, Job's friends heard what all had happened and they came to be with Job. When they got there, they barely could reconize Job. So his friends, tear off their robes and throws dust into the air to show their grief. and it decribes that his friends stay with him for 7 days and nights and no one said a word because the suffereing was to great for words.

         First of all, If I had been Job. I would have cried why? Its not fair!! What have I done to you? Yet, through it all Job still praised God. after the testing, and you see that God blesses Job soon after with the love of friendship. Friends that cared for each other. It does not say that but I see it. They had to have cared or they would not have shown up. So, what is my point? My point is this: that with each trial or storm we find who is our true friends and the reasoning in God's plan later. First of all, Job was already being blessed after the horrible things that happened. He was being blessed with friends. Friends that no matter how horrible the boils were or how broke Job was, they were there and I can only imagine them sitting there for seven days and nights. They didnt say anything but it was just that comfort that Job probably had by them being there and that is where I am taking this. Friends may come and go but there is always the ones that still stop their life and sit with you. They may not know what to say. They may not know how to help deal with losses or sickness but the comfort of them being a phone call away or just sitting right next to you is always a blessing from the Lord. Friends is something that I like to always call, angels in human skin! Where ever you are in lifes path. You never know when God may call you to be a friend for someone or even when God may call a friend to be at your side. Just praise God for those friends and be sure that when you are even having your good days, to thank God for that good day.

    Wrote By: M.E.

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  • I am pretty much a simple girl from Alabama that is currently in kentucky. I am the wife of American Soldier that serves his country well. Soon in the next few months, we will be going through our 7th deployment. God has been with us through every one. We have 3 sons that challenge us and keep us on our toes. I sometimes wonder why God blessed me to be a mother but sometimes we dont ask why, we just say thank you. I love to scrapbook. Scrapbooking lets me put my memories down of fav. things in my life. So, that one day when I pass away, my children can reflect at moms work and the things she loves the most which was her family and friends. I love to take care of my family and friends. If there is ever a need, I hope God grants me the strength and ways to be able to help. Helping one another is what we as christians have been called to do. Other than those things, I am pretty much simple as you get. I dont need beautiful dresses or fancy jewrly. As long as God is working in my life and

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